I feel messed up right now. I offended my friends. I should respect other people's religions even though people saying bad stuff about Islam. Yes, I'm Muslim but not a terrorist. Duh! Who says all Muslim people are terrorist. Is it because of Saddam Hussein? This morning, my geography teacher showed us some slides about urban and rural areas and shanty towns. There's this one slide shows a woman wearing a big smile on her face with her children, and my teacher said "this is Ms. Goo" (Ms. Goo is Junex. She's my bestfriend, my seat mate, and an awesome-est person i ever known!), we all laughed. I laughed not because of the picture nor my best friend, it's because of how he act in our class. He was funny(sort of?), mean and racist. Then, he showed us the next slide that shows an old lady, smiling. He said "and this is Anatasya (yes, without the "s". it's suppose to be Anastasya)" I saw behind her there was a picture of Jesus. Then I told him without thinking, "that's not me! I don't believe in Jesus". After saying the "I-don't-believe-in-Jesus", some of my Christian friends were like "what?! walao eh!". I didn't mean to say that. Why wasn't i thinking before spitting those hurtful words out?! I'm so stupid! I felt sorry and I didn't have the chance to say sorry. sigh! :( Junex's going to KL and Singapore tomorrow afternoon. No one's going to seat with me for 4 days then, lol.

okay that's all, good night people! stay awesome! :) x



lots of love,
Anastasya

wow it's been a while! well i actually created a new blog last year or on January, i guess? i was planning not to use this blog anymore but since i saw there's already a thousands of people reading my blog so i guess i have to use this blog again. :P

well hello people! it's not a good day for me today. i have tuition in the morning. i wasn't concentrating, i was distracted! i thought it will be my greatest day today but instead everything turns opposite. well yeah, i went shopping with my dad and my sister, i got this awesome teacher in English tuition class which made me laugh every time in her class, i was distracted by someone and laughed out loud with Zana the sumo who call me "cacing (worm)"   - my POA tuition teacher call me cacing and everyone started to call me that because i love to laugh on everything even though if it's not funny, but for me it's a yes :P, and what else? but whatever. what makes me sad is my dad's freaking me out! he started to mad at me in a sudden as i went in to the car. he brags about my hair that looks ugly like one of the girl in tuition. he said he kept asking me to tie my hair in the morning but i kept refusing him and said that my hair was okay. it IS okay for me. i think my dad felt embarrassed to have an ugly daughter, lol! i don't care what people say but that's just who i am. even though if i look ugly or not perfect or whatever, i'm not you! care about yourself, don't care about me unless you ARE my parents or a friend that i can trust, who is not a back stabber, judge people that you don't know, who called you a copy-cater, who called you a bitch in a bad way, who make fun of you and really hurts you A LOT!, who is immature and started a World War III, who wants to be you because you're awesome (in a bad way), and so. my mom went overseas on Wednesday. i miss her! :( can you come home already? *sigh... :(

okay, so that's it for today. good night people! stay awesome! :D x



lots of love,
Anastasya

since i'm bored now. well i like to confess that...yeah, am having a heartache. LOL. funny for me, but it's true. ha-ha-ha-ha. yeah, i'm laughing now, not!

who's Rebecca Black? i bet she's black. :b hahahaha!

Answer here

oh na na, what's my name? :P hahaha.

Answer here

hello world of blogging! it's been a while. for those who has been visiting my blog or waiting for me to update my blog, i am so sorry! i've been busy/ spending my time with FACEBOOK. yeah, facebook. am sooooooo addicted with it, it's like a drug to me. hahahaha. well apparently waititng for 'kambing' to reply my text. :b hahahaha. and yes, tomorrow my parents gonna come back to Brunei from HK and China for like 3 weeks. phew! but one more thing, this person just ruin our daily moods. as my sister said that she doesn't like her existence. LOL. but like seriously, she just think that she was like the-princess-in-the-house. pfffft. oh, just forget it! -____-


this morning, having suh-cool as usual, duh! i got really pissed in the morning just now, fuck! thank god there's no javelin for today's P.E. HEHEHEHE! we played basketball today. had fun with junex, arumi, alfred, yi chern, daniel, hock chuan and yu liang. :D then then, after school, i was on my way to get all my stuffs in to my bag and with a sudden some of my classmates they were like cicak! lizard! cicak! lizard! and i was like, what what? then they pointed a lizard on the floor, A FAT LIZARD in the classroom. i shouted really loud just now, WTF. -___- hahahaha! oh well, it happened already, hahahaha. :b 


so yeah, i'll just stop it till here. i feel kinda sleepy now. tata! will blog again tomorrow, insyaallah. i'll try to keep blogging everyday till one week before test 1, then am gonna stop till test 1's over. :)




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